A) Wandering into Egypt
The system of checks and balances
Pyramids I saw as I near my promised land, wretched I felt
Furiously ahead, In mass confusion.
Not for money, yet love . In confusion only did I wander
Dying in dismay
Changing the history of my past, merely shackling myself with lies
Begging for forgiveness, to find peace
The viscous pride of my shadow
Ruthlessly avenging my ways- taking a sword against mine own life
Pointless I feel as I see pyramids in my wake-
Confused
The confusion leaves me feeling empty of hope, and foolish
Harrowing mischief has brought me here.
Still I bicker, and am belligerent among the loved
In exhaustion I thought I would die here
I breed much disgust I’m my state of mind
Puzzling myself in ignorance
My humility met, as I traveled forward.
I thought this world full of Anubis would save me, but my own deceptions have pushed her so close, yet so far away
My joy is jaded here
In mischief I see my folly. I laughed, and I scorned. I set my sight on the highest part of the pyramids, believing to be delivered from this loneliness.
The only constance is time.
My heart is sullen. My heart is heavy
The perfect dimensions I cannot become.
The dimensions where only time escapes
B) Reflecting past shining unto the future
Walking with the Egyptians
Going from dark to light
Yet the pyramids obscure my vision
My yearning of love wanders me about.
I believed this land would lead me to happiness, and joy with new found love.
My mind is barren and down trodden
I am wary of every step. Hope guides me forward.
Something calls to me
I yearn to create history, but feel only entombed.
The slavery of ego cries out for pride to lead further on.
Closer are we to absolute loneliness, open are we to new facets of decision making. Life abounds, glowing from the heart.
United yet, alone at heart
My purity like electricity, consciousness and subconscious
Rewriting history in a new name
Time and space unified, forethought gone.
Ignorant, while rising to ascensions to let go, and let each another be free; as they want, how they want. Passing away, without thought being crucified to redundancy.
The relativity of time takes new meaning, history becomes us.
Understanding vessels of knowledge,
Vanity and foolishness doesn’t have to conceive the future that lies ahead
Ego and superego now scribes history.
Pyramids of time, earth and space.
Pyramids for the whole, yet no pyramid for single souls.
The spirit of life guides us all.
C. The new Pinnacle
We walked out of the dark pyramid
Beautiful black opulent floors over which we walked,
Twilight blesses the night, darkness falls
Our soul gets filled again
I rose up to the top
The cool air breaths by in slight wind
The righteous become warm as they feed the soul
Some wariness lifts
The feeling is enthralling
Hope and happiness gather thee, and projects them to fall away with them
The tip of the pyramid
Walking down, every other step we took felt bonded and heavier. The old conjuring of deceit has long since passed.
As I take my steps, the further i go down the less I can gather.
Finally at the paws of the Sphinx i think, but if I can’t process.
Now in my thought,
What had mattered to me at the top was everything it made me strive to feel better.
Walking down, pins seem to pierce, those old chains that were once on my feet.
I must rise, and omit all astroprojection.
I feel better,
And now as I am the foot of the pyramids, that feeling of getting better screams
“the only to find peace are by working to death”
Many of us see and feel the same way we see the sick and dying as bought and misled.
I felt enslavement to work the pyramids
That need not be, time and ease of life come unto thee,
Kids that read are captivated,
Curiosity that doesn’t have to imprison mystery
The stars earth and moon try to hold all keys to this land
Pharaoh holds his staff over the people and wrings\
Some say it slavery, others know not
Some say its life, as it comes to be as was wrought.
Coming together we see pain.
We weep at the devious decrepitude of the land that some have found.
Falling into slavery altogether or
Trying to justly live with joy.
Oh there much ado about nothing.
Breaking rocks to pieces, step by step
Slave to the end shall not be
D. Enslaved or Redeemed?
How heavy is your heart? See the pyramids
Every aspect is perfectly combined, and life seems predestined and predictable.
Once thought positive upon positive.
Interlocking reality, entombing life were there is no escape. This new life here, and left the dead in grace.
Ignorance perfectly fits in with lamenting the malcontent.
Vanity imprisons some, so heed your own
The love of spirit and destitution will not drag me down.
I glanced at what I desired, my past history from lies.
The calamity of my emotions subdued, and in relief I succumbed. .
My time embodied itself and let me stumble away from the solemn desert.
The balance of my heart, scaled from the slavery of need and want.
My mind attained spiritual growth.
In this growth was a mischievousness of love.
My lies had redeemed themselves from an imprisonment.
My eyes caught a glimpse of truth, a and absolved itself by such. It was like an oasis of truth constantly checking on life.
Finally release from the pain, and though It seems as though, there is no other life.
I was proceeded by and now beside my pain.
My love of life is too strong, and fear dissolves..
Fear turns to curiosity and wonder,
The spirit of joy holds steadfast.
God, do I love nature
Here it comes, born from a barren desert.
In another time, in another place, with a new will on life and what it shall be, together with how it is at a distance, to find life and love in front of me.
How was I so blind to force myself in entombment?
Serenity harkens, and eases unto the delicate nature wistful and good.
I feel in my work serenity, yet in my life deterred and down trodden.
The maze of stress that once deceived me, has broken away like a continental shift.
Delight is here, caution heeded, wonder in care.
This place is so wonderful,
Free will brought us to this point, estrangement to life, forgiving some; as it trapped old spirits of another time.
I need go
F. The gift of the Nile
Nestled in my brain was where I drove away in pain, that was no sanctuary..
Awake and sharp, apprehensive of love.
I seem to walk in circles, as my chrysalis breaks open.
The gifts I’ve received are great, I never let myself enjoy them.
The embodiment of love has escaped away from me.
A new world is so close and so far.
Think not of fear, lose the attitude of shame.
My joy; once fractured from life, replaced with fresh beauties and less zealous nights.
The wonder of family gleams like star shines
Set everyone free, my heart confides. Its their own lives and their own time.
The moon reflection seen in the eclipse of the sun,
Life is known
The conditioning of my pain continues
Losing angst from old gratuity.
G. Sleep walking
My eye is open, no blindness anymore.
I’m trying to fine tune
My instrument was broken
I believe a light has come over me,
Yet eclipsed is the truth
I feel released, but am still here.
My life shows, I’m in the brilliance of rebirth, and know what I’m leaving at first sight.
My mind at the precipice of life, shining down.
My darkened heart led me through a maze
My mind captured me, as the past was reconstructed in me..
I’ve been in this place before, crying for help
Wandering from pain to peace, peace and pain, kindness without violence; a dose of reality.
This much I feel,and admit its not much, but there may be a promise bigger than forsaken youth.
G. New Perceptions
I had tried to kill my pain, and compared it to open heart surgery.
The scalpel made from my regret and the heart made from love abating reason.
My cries from the nightmares heard.
No matter how hard I had tried, static amplified my perceptions ever higher.
That surgery welcomed new love into the heart, as the old was wept, and swept away.
Pride dashed, and reborn anew
My ground was seeping up with resentment. The works of my past writhed by my feet.
My mind was clear, yet I was in mire. The apex of pain was past,
Washed it was from decrepitude and over zealous pride.
Delivered I was, and around I stayed. :Life stayed the same, and grew as I changed.
Weak was the unification of heart and mind, still resolve comes over me.
The fairy tales that once contained me, delivered to see the real beauty I’ve been chasing.
With no foresight could my heart beat,
I was transcended onto a new plateau,
My spirit was jaded, my purity finally washed and here to stay.
The light of the pyramids shined through me, my spirit wasn’t entombed.
As one I am, as one I go around and see. Just another person seeing life as it may be.
My spirit cried, and falling away was the pain of my past..
My mind wasn’t broken from all the joking.
H. Free
Have care here
The heavens had opened up
Planets, the sun and moon align themselves
With the pyramids.
For a second, my spirit is released.
My spirit escapes
Somehow, my body feels lively.
I can’t deny what’s come over me anymore. Not a tool but a vessel I am, a vessel with life and providing a tour of the way things may be.
I cry at the past. I grin to smile ahead.
My mind is tired, as my spirit is breezy. I walk out from the desert and into new land.
Honestly I see myself for the weak miser I am.
My body is finally aligned with my mind
In this place I’ll embody what I am
In this place that I once saw myself as a sham.
My body and mind unified, see that.
