I’ve been through a lot of pain and also have caused such.
Alcohol entombed me for years.
It’s been some time clean and sober, and I see a promising new world ahead of me.
The wreckage from a past has dented my understanding of the self, at the same time; has inspired me to change and begin again.
Those problems incurred a loss of sense of self altogether and eventually helped cause my marriage to end in divorce. I hit bottom and cleaned up.
Being divorced changed my life. The emmersive painful experience, poured regret over my soul, and opened a new door to what I could become,
It also helped me get over some resents.
My perceptions broadened. A little bit of desert stardust helped open the door further.
I reside in Wisconsin, and I don’t like it here.
I have very limited resources, and was given the label “mentally ill”, at a younger age. I felt imprisoned by that label for years. I eventually gave up on myself, and such being; everyone else in my life.
In chemical dependence I could be considered mentally ill, in reality; I was just a lost soul.
Now, I don’t give a damn. Ive let that consume me for far too long.
Life will go on, one way or another. I’m sharing these things to the world as a guide for each and every one of us, also as a reflective map of my own as I come to share my life again.
Theres been a lot of pain and soul searching over so long a time. Here I just let it all go.
This is a beta test site for what could be to come
Thanks for checking out the site. It’s somewhat interesting if nothing besides
The site is still in its infancy, a lot will be added to it from previous works,
